Bismillah

It’s strange to be here again. I just completed juz 2. Baqara is finished in 8 pages. 1 week inshaAllah. The first time around it was amazing. This time I’m getting choked up. I can feel the relief coming. But it’s not arrived yet. What is the relief? Its the exhale. Its the one breath i take between contractions. Its the moment i give myself to reset… then keep going. 

Its time to keep going. Push through the hard moments. Plow through the pain. Concentrate through the boredom. Discipline is the ability to do the same thing over and over regardless of how you feel. Because what you are doing is necessary. Bismillah full speed ahead.